No Need To Brag (List of Peeps I've Dated) Show the X-Loves

1.Marso Brown (age:12)-1 year
2.Trivante Harper a.k.a T.J. (age 13)-1 month & 1 week
3.Dontavious (Judy's,neighbor with dog named Blackie, nephew)-2 months
4.Malcolm Smith (age:14)-3 weeks
5.Tyler Davis-4 months
6.Jermaine Brown-1 month[cheated on Tyler]
7.Ronald Cardwell-1 month
8.Montell (guy met at religious spring getaway)-2 days
9.Jamarcus Johnson a.k.a Fat (he wasn't really fat)-1 month
10.Tay Johnson (Fat's cousin)(age:14)-1 week
11.Josh (Fat's friend)-2 months
12.Sh'muel Israel McClain-1 year & 8 months {first love,my carebear,my "lion"}
13.Georgio Conroe-2 weeks [cheated on Sh'muel]
14.Joshua (Moshe's son, family friends)-5 days[cheated on Sh'muel]
15.Alicia "Retinna" Richard-4 days, then it became 2 weeks or so {long distant}
16.Eric Haliburton-1 month and 2 days
17.Palmerlee Lashaun Rivers-2 months
18.Paul Timmons-5 weeks {first long-distant relationship}
19.Alex Hartley-1 month[cheated on Paul] {my "werewolf"}
20.Jacquelyn "Jackie" a.k.a Elizabeth and/or Rinoa (now)-6 moths...and still going {my first uke, long-distant}
21.Achilles Lewis (Sh'muel's best friend)-2 months & 1 week
22.Neko Jerrell-2 months and & 3 weeks...and still going for now. {my "vampire"}

Valentine's Day, Forever Always

My ring and devilish bear from Neko, forever always.

I must say,
that if only everyone knew how I felt that day.
I was in awe.
I am in awe.
It was the greatest moment of my life.
The goal I have finally accomplished throughout my life.
The goal I planned for years that
never accomplished.
It may not matter to you guys.
But it matters to me,
and on Valentine's Day it was something memorable.
That day,
after Johntavious abandoned me with Mia.
After Neko and I left VOX when we realized they had a meeting.
I became the Deflowered Mary.

Valentine's Day { CURSE GREAT AMERICAN COOKIES}

I can't believe its Valentine's Day...oh poo.
My cookie shit cost me $26.99.
Then with sales tax.
That bitch cost me $29. 15.
That's the most I spent on a dude...or for a dude.
I hope Johntavious makes it.
I'm so excited!

Friends Are Fish (Sometimes Food)

I don't know what everyone wants me to do.
Friends are fish...
they are the most slipperest values in my hands.
Once they swim away,
I shouldn't remember how far they swam.
I just gotta keep up with the ones
that are still alive in my tank.

I have no one to trust. I lost my old male friends because those sensitive bastards are easily heart-broken, confused and/or just dumbasses. I am tired of evrybody talking about me. Hell, I may walk around like nothing can hurt me, but I rather be hurt by sticks and stones than words. Words are terrible. Having friends who use words against you is horrible. I can't care because people come and go. I know one thing, no one has a better excuse to why they don't want to be friends with me anymore. I am not innocent, but no one has proof that I am guilty. If I ever talked behind other people's backs or murdered someone's family then all my X friends have an awesome reason to ban me from being friends. Honestly though, I am not begging anybody back. I just need to get it out...and I promise not to add more chips to the table.
I am not friendless, I have friends that don't even associate with the ones I am talking about. I never brought them into any situation. I never even use them to say something to others. I am not a bad friend. I am the golden retriever. I am man's best friend: loyal, honest, obedient, and sensitive. I am the last person who would always stick around and the last person you'll regret losing.
As I told my stalker, those people are not haters. I don't have what it takes to feel compassionate. I am not artistic, or better than they. We were just different people. And since it takes one to know another person. I guess I can say they are a little fake and not true to their words. I'm fake too, and not a lot of people will admit that. I know one thing, to the people that I thought who were my friends...I have never caused any drama in ya'll lives. Not once have I called you guys out of your names, like you have to me about me. I just know that I will not aplogize for anything I didn't say or do. And despite certain friends that want me to apologize to you people, I will say this. You guys are human just like me...worthless pieces of shit who can't do nothing but hurt others with words...adjectives that meant a lot to me!

Cradle of Filth (possessed)

This band scares the living hell out of me.
But I am possessed with their music.
I'm not goth.
Let's keep that in mind.
I just like goth indutrial and screamo.

*laughs out loud* Poor Rhianna (SIKE! :p)

I overheard everybody talking about Chris Brown beating the hell out if Rhianna.
The most greatest reason why becuz Rhianna gave Chris Brown herpes.
Now, don't hate when I say THIS
but...HER ASS DESERVED IT!
Chris Brown wouldn;t hit no female for nothing.
I don't even like that dude.
But I wish a chick gave me herpes, I would have beaten her ass too, or a dude.
Doesn't anybody understand?
That dude gotta live with tha.
HERPES AIN'T FUCKIN' CURABLE!
So if I was in his position I would have beaten her ass, and then killed myself before serving time. What the hell am I gonna serve time for? I got herpes. I have to struggle taking a piss and feeling that shit burn and scratching my balls day in and out.
Hell, one can beat my ass in prison or jail. I don't give adamn. She deserved it. Ever since she came to America I heard she been screwing around with everybody. If that's rumors, the hey who said I believed it?

Secret Life Of An American Teenager (big fan)

The most awesome!
It shows a lot of interracial couples than pregnant chick, Amy, and Mr. Nice Guy, Ben. It is the #1 hit show on ABC Family. I am a big fan, and it is addicting.
Yesterday, there was act fight between the Christian virgin, Grace, and the, hottie, Adrienne.
But all they did
was PULL each other's hair.
Laughing in the end.
Cool-malested at a young age,Ricky, Amy's baby daddy, set up a trap to hug Amy for Ben to see.

HALT!!!!! Women can go to jail for dating guys two years younger than them? I did not know that.
That's fucked up.

Back to the show...I think Amy and Ben
is breaking up with no words.
It's sad.
Ricky is being a bastard...a fake bastard who actually rejected a convo with Grace (Grace and Ricky were "dating" for a while)
and a ONE-NIGHT STAND with Adrienne.
That's deep.
Anyway, its nice...but the more you predict what you want out the show, it just never goes as plan.