Rocky's collar. MY dog's collar. I am tryna prove a point. I remember taking a quiz at the abstinence meeting about animal personalities. I am the golden retriever. I am the most quiet, "faithful," and honest person you'll ever meet. I must be owned,lol. Yeah, but no. I wore the collar to prove probably three points if I can get the thir done to stay still,lol:
(1) The word "bitch". I am not Head B.I.C at school. But I do have a bitchy attitude. I want to be known that this is what a "bitch" look like. Now, I know it shouldn't be right. But what if someone pulls my chain and I go off? Well don't botches go off when you are one heir turf? Well the collar as well as this rusted chain is my turf. My shit. For I am a bitch.
(2)I lost my old spiked choker. Or my mom got one of my sisters to steal it from me. Its pathetic. I needed new accessories and I knew that it was going to be pretty weird. Since I am such a "scene emo" in my homeboy's eyes. Yeah, I just wanted to be known for something. Girl with bullring. Girl who covers her eyes. Girl who wears her dog's collar. Ain't that something?
(3) I am considered to be the sheep dog at home. I stopped covering my eyes for awhile, but I never covered my shy and quiet act. Yes, sheepdog can be my nickname for awhile,lol. I used to draw myself as a dog in middle school. What made me upgrade to bunny? Maybe the horniness,lol. But um yeah, bitch? Female sheepdog,woof.
(4) I noticed throughtout my life that I am weak. I am always used whether its running errands or doing someone else's homework. I am always used...sometimes in a helpful way. I know its not a good look, but my past cause me to be the people pleaser. The most loyal to few. I hated when peeps have the wrong impression on me. Yes, I'm different, but I am not a shit starter, or an uptight bastard. I got a middle-class life, no goals, and no future. Just like you and I, and yet I remain used. My two owners are Mapp and my sophmore friend who shares Physical Science with me. I thought Mapp will do something crazy to me, but nah, he's not bad at all.
That's my reasons for the collar. Don't find it a prob when I got four different excuses!
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