Look Whose In My Shoes

There's something wrong with Sh'muel. He's acting more weirder than ever. Like, he never tell me that he love since going through drama with Elizabitch. I don't understand why these days he's telling me that he loves me,jokingly serious. It makes me feel weird, like, not only this. He's been asking me...questions. Like have I thought about him today or did I miss him. When you are single, it can hit you hard and you turn to that X-love of yours whose still down to earth with you. I was like this, calling Sh'muel constantly, telling him how much...well reminding him how much I love him. Then accepting the fact that Sh'muel has moved on. He isn't thinking the same way about me, with a new chick and all. It made me jealous. I knew that as long we were still cool, my love for him won't die.
Now the tables have turned. I don't think about him constantly. I don't care about him any longer. It seems as though he was me back then. Desperate for love, exaggerating, corny ass words to make me feel special. I got a lot of love for him. We have been through too much for me to just say "Hey,I don't love you like I used to." I do think about him, not as much as before. Probably when the thought comes around, so says Sh'muel when he told me this before I left.